I've been burning the candle at both ends these past weeks, and discovering in the process how resilient I am. I'm really a lot tougher than I originally thought. I've been literally working day and night, and am still going strong, although at times I feel like somewhat of a zombie (like yesterday I was nodding in the line at the bank and feeling like I wanted to stretch out and go to sleep on the cool, inviting, Terrazzo floor) LOL.
The thing is, I know I can stop at anytime from working the way I am, but I really want to push it a bit more to test my spirit and toughness under prolonged loss of sleep - plus, I feel that God/the Universe is trying to show me something/teach me certain life lessons that I need to learn at this point in my life, before I can move on to other greater things, so I feel that it's best to keep on this track and keep my senses in tune for what I am to learn.
In the meantime, I'm trying to create balance among working for endless hours, getting in enough sleep to keep me going, taking care of my overall health, staying mindful that I'm in 'awareness' school, and remembering to stop and smell the roses.
Wish me luck?
Signed:
Sleepless in Trinidad.
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